Hi to all who have read my blogs. first I would like to say sorry for any comments I haven’t replied to. it has been a crazy couple of years. I haven’t really been near this blog. only because I haven’t really known what to say. I went through a tough time not long after my last post. but I have learnt a lot since then. I am seriously looking at putting all of what I have learnt in a book but I don’t really know how.
I now call God, Jesus and Holy Spirit my friends. because that is what they have become. I had to learn to let go of all I have been taught and just live life with them. I am going to try and put together some more posts to share where I am and what I have found. I am not sure how long it will take but I feel that the time is now.
it was exactly a post that I read from another website about hell that made me think about starting this again. when I read about hell and think about what people believe about it, it makes me sad. I have had many experiences with God where he has shown me His love and it is so much more than any thing I have ever felt before. to believe that people think that love could torment someone for all eternity upsets and confuses me. but having said that, that is what I used to believe.
thank you all for you’re support and kindness. when I first started this blog I thought I would get a lot of hate but I haven’t. I have tried to listen to what people have to say with out judging. it has been difficult knowing what I know. I have not been to church as I cant handle some of the things that they teach. I don’t judge, I just try to love. I did try a few times to tell people what I had found out about hell but they where not interested. that is why I like writing on here. I can write about what I learn and share it with no hate.
to finish I will say this. I have met three individuals who love me more than anyone has. they have helped me through some very hard times. they have shown me love and I have even had some close encounters with them that has blown my mind. the God I know is some one I love with all my heart. he doesn’t ask any thing from me all He wants is to be part of my life and for me to love Him. even now I worry about whether I have put a capital H for every he or Him and he tells me that it doesn’t matter. he is not my lord or my king. he is my friend and he loves me. he doesn’t judge me or condemn me. one day I will see him face to face and he will say welcome home my child. the god I know will say that to everyone. we are all part of his family and he waits for us to accept that and welcome him to be part of our journeys. God bless you all. thanks for your time.